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小岛的四年“在所有人事已非的景色里，我最喜欢你。”
 [最近爱上《Make It Go Away》]
" There are reasons with silver linings. There are lessons but I don't care.
Cause I just need a hand that I can hold onto when its darker than death out there ."  四年，收获不算少，攒够了回忆，就让我走吧。
Gonna work damn hard and get away from that shitty school ASAP !! -- 06 Sep.
Friday I'm in LoveI've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed.
Trapped in the past, I just can't seem to move on.  If I open my heart to you, I'm hoping you'll show me what to do.
And if you help me to start again, you know that I'll be there for you in the end. -- nicole
01 Aug 09
[继续玩]
I don't care if Mondays black. Tuesday Wednesday heart attack.
Thursday never looking back. It's Friday I'm in love.   The Best Mistake I've Ever Made  So I just stand there alone, watching people passying by, thinking what the hell is going on.
学着面对吧，能觉得痛也是一种幸福。
于是我决定留在那儿，继续平平淡淡的生活。
-- 15 Mar
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It's raining outside, I'm crying inside.
It's raining outside, may I come inside?
对于那些过客，连转身后的感慨都不值得有。
走在人群里，恍恍惚惚间总能闻到一种味道，于是想起Penny的歌 “空气有你的发香，是一种奢侈的幻想”。
回小岛以后，度假般得活着，惬意，但还是有些心痛，待渐渐习惯那种感觉了，我便又活回来了。
-- nicole
Deja Vu[ I Won't Shed A Tear ]
 Seems everybody knows the reason why I'm rushing myself.
The moment I'm gliding along, the next moment I'm standing in the rain watching my life fall apart.
I can change, I can adapt, I can make it so i don't ever have to feel like this , ever again.
物是人非，留在原地还有什么意思呢？
-- nicole
20 Feb
[Shanghai Mood]
"You can be as mad as a mad dog at the way things went,
you can curse the fates, but when it comes to the end, you have to let go.”
  Deja Vu, what I believe is the memory of dreams.
I had a nice holiday , thank you guys.
I
 SH. -- 07 Feb
Breakaway  I tried counting sheep, but there's one I always miss.
In the end, we start thinking of the beginning.
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看看08年12月自己写的上面两句话，不由得冷笑。
我的第六感越来越准了。
每天的“微笑”表演很累，不过还是谢谢朋友们一直在我身边，我爱你们。
-- 08 Jan 2009
 一月，过得很戏剧化，可以作为一种回忆，待到白发苍苍的时候就不会无聊了。
死党对我说：回忆可以只属于某个人，但站在你身边的永远是朋友。
春节，回家，给自己几天时间，做个调整。
也许在小岛呆久了，会习惯，有点踏实，亦或是我知道这里有可爱的你们。
-- 23 Jan
ShiYing
Rush
Picture: March 08, Shanghai.
The autumn is gone and I missed it again, the season with dead leaves falling.
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Why can't all the good things remain the same, as beautiful as the first sight ?
-- 07 Dec
People keep putting negative thoughts into my mind or simply they are telling the truth?
So i'm just trying to run away from the truth?
-- 09 Dec
Those People  道行尚浅，暂且使用粗糙的面具。
无论再怎么不精致，那也是个挡风避雨的工具。
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哥哥对我说：放手去爱吧，不要计较后果。
真的可以这样么？
-- 28 Oct
06 September
Wake me up when September ends.
“这也是注定事项，不能闭眼睛。闭了眼睛情况也丝毫不会好转。
不是说闭起眼什么就会消失，恰恰相反，睁开眼睛时事情会变得更糟。我们居住的就是这样的世界。”
《海边的卡夫卡》
 [12 Sep]
总是埋怨朋友把他们的故事强加于自己，却没人可以听听我的故事。
转而一想，我又何时让别人进入过我的世界，我的故事又何时值得一提，可以轻描淡写得在一杯咖啡中便消磨了。
应该去哪里找回久违的信任感？
-- nicole
Action !! 行动 !![The Boiled Frog Theory]:
If you put a frog into a pot of boiling water, it will leap out right away to escape the danger.
But, if you put a frog in a kettle that is filled with water that is cool and pleasant, then you gradually heat the kettle until it starts boiling, the frog will not become aware of the threat until it is too late.
 We'd better watch out the slowly changing trends around us before getting in serious trouble.
我不想做 " boiled frog" ，随时都要清楚自己周围事物的状态。
08年虽然很霉，但也要霉得有腔调。
无论大方向，小目标，无厘头的设想，我都要行动了 !!!
-- nicole
  P.S. I miss shanghai sometimes.
Simple As It Should Be" It's hard to die when all the birds are singing in the sky.
Now that spring is in the air, with the flowers everywhere. But the stars we could reach were just starfish on the beach."
-- <Seasons In the Sun>
Black Box Recorder
Photos from: Singapore Botanic Gardens
I'm not addicted to camera yet or I should never be addicted to anything.
School starts, new faces, same mood, nothing special.
-- nicole    约朋友去酒吧看奥运开幕式。很久没听到国歌了。
英国入场的时候，新加坡人似乎比看见自己国家还兴奋，奇怪了，被殖民得缓不过神了。
很多人在自己国家入完场以后便走人，我怎样也要死撑到最后。
四个小时，中间不乏困意，猜想那也是酒精的作用。
朋友问我为什么不在家里看，最近只想把自己丢在外面，丢在人群里。可惜最后还是要一个人回家，呵呵。
-- 11 Aug
日记一种很奇怪很奇怪的感觉。
在七月的最后一天，八月的第一天。
It's like the sentence " After all, seasons change, so do cities, people come into your life and people go."
-- nicole
匆匆回了次上海。
有人说，我们要时常去墓地走走，无论现在多忙碌，最后终究是一个结局。
生者为死去的人流泪，逝去的人倒也得以安息。
一个朋友说，有时宁愿我自己先走，看着我爱的人一个个离开自己，很凄凉。
曾有几天，现在也是，闭上眼，便是外婆的身影，她的笑容一直是我最怀念的。
前几天看完了村上的《挪威的森林》，何不活得像小说那样？
回到学校，想起了一句歌词：pretty faces around but not rhymed.
-- 28 July
So-called Life  To Ting:
People are leaving, but we still got to move on cos life pushes us to do so.
It's the cycle of life.
Be strong, we are at your back.
-- nicole
For All The Lost Souls[19th May]
For all the lost souls, words have lost their meaning now.
  Photos from: Embassy Of The People's Republic Of China In The Republic Of Singapore
我想回家。
0.7MG Nicotine[No Good]
I hate May.
Disaster, Disease, Death.
Grandma, you haven't seen me get married yet, so don't go before that , okay?
I love you. Be strong.
A tough year.
Pray for everyone. Pray for China.
[New Soul]
  When my P/L shows a net loss, it set me thinking whether I spent too much and received too little.
While transferring the net loss to Balance Sheet, it seems never get balaced.
Do I put my cost in a right place or it's just a lousy investment that never break-even.
Treasure or Trash???
Postscript: The new hair-style makes me look like 24 or it's just me who is really getting older?
       4th May
I'm not playful. I don't participate any game.
I'm not Cinderella. I don't belong to fairy-tale.
 --- nicole
上海Shanghai凌晨一个人去看中医。
突然有种凄凉的感觉。
医师问：“妈妈呢？”
我答：“妈妈不在这边。”
--- 23th Apr. 2008
[Demolition]
Demolition is everywhere. Architecture tells lots about the culture of the city. Can't say we are losing the culture, but at least we are losing some memory. Simply love those old buildings in Shanghai. They may disappear without a trace someday if we don't record them down.
-- nicole
Shush![好聚好散]
 “冰咖啡带走", 每天早晨的第一句话。
有人说看到Coffee Bean就想到我，说我喝的咖啡的颜色吓着她了。
二月结束，过得不好，期待三月。
 有些游戏，认真了，就不好玩了。
没有“早知道”也没有“后悔药”。
不能顺其自然，要控制。
I still love architecture, still belong to art.
Feb. seemed not a good month.
The most sentence people said to me is " you're so lucky to be single."
Hehe, who knows...
--nicole
[wake up]
 I miss my piano. I miss my cat. I miss my friends.
I need concentration. I need a Canon 400D. I need a ticket back to SH.
I should work a little bit harder. I should drink less coffee. I should lose weight ASAP.
--nicole
Innocence[ I simply love the lyrics]
<Hey There Delilah>
Plain White T's
Hey there delilah,don't you worry about the distance
I'm right there if you get lonely,give this song another listen,close your eyes
Listen to my voice ,its my disguise,I'm by your side
   A thousand miles seems pretty far,but they've got planes and trains and cars
I'd walk to you if i had no other way Our friends would all make fun of us and we'll just laugh along because we know that none of them have felt this way
   Hey there delilah,you be good and don't you miss me
Two more years and you'll be done with school and i'll be makin history like i do You know its all because of you We can do whatever we want to    也许是懒得写东西，也许因为不知道写什么，也许是太多东西想写，也许是最近爱上这首歌。
《Hey There Delilah》，歌词比旋律更美。
春节到了，不能回家过年，一个人，就这样吧，要快乐，每个人都是。
祝大家新年快乐，事事顺意！
P.S. 空间顶置图片是今年自己做的明信片，可惜打印出来效果不太好，但至少是一份心意，呵呵
 Pictures are molstly from Sentosa Island, enjoy the beach!!
--- nicole
4th Feb
[Back to a child]
"People lie , People hide, People cry, People fight , and they don't know why."
A little ironic to put this photo and this sentence together.
It might be a dog's way of thinking.
 Slow down and look around, any little things can make life great.
Keep innocence inside and back to a child whenever you want .
  P.S. Some people said my space is a little sad, i have to say, those are people who actually read my words.
I try to be optimistic all the time, I am Sagittarius!!
--- nicole
28th Jan
Back to Summer[上榜纪念]
 空间上榜了，谢谢评委的肯定。
很多朋友不理解为什么我会花一些时间在空间上，其实自己也不太明白。
试着拍照，因为想记录下生活的每个细节，为了以后的回忆。
在空间上认识一些朋友，虽然没有见过面，虽然只是简单的留言，通过文字和图片，了解别人的想法，是一种成长。
总结性陈词，谢谢朋友们来这里，哪怕只停留一秒钟也是对我的鼓励，无论心情多糟糕，我的空间还是一样阳光。
Thanks , you guys!
--- nicole
23th Jan
[Distance 轻描淡写]
  Singapore is still the same, heavy rain everyday.
Listening to the raindrops, watching people passing by, seems back to my simple life.
"If something didn't make you die, it made you stronger."
Still my motto.
No matter how drepressed i am , i'll alsways keep my space full of sunshine.
P.S. Thank you my friends, thanks for helping me a lot .
And for that question, i don't know the answer either, just waiting for the God to arrange for me.
--- nicole
[... ... ... ...]
   等的人 等待中花落知多少, 经得起 岁月动摇
想的人 感伤的日落知多少 或许这世界上 有些梦, 美在永远握不到 ——《知多少》
  Luckily sat by the window this time and got my camera with me.
5 hours can bring me from the winter to the summer.
Always tell others i'm fine, but not this time, cannot hide anymore, i'm not fine.
From the beginning to the end, falling slowly... ...
--- nicole
11-01-08
上海记忆 Shanghai Memory[Full Stop]
去医院吊完针，心里清楚是对前三个星期在外面疯疯癫癫的惩罚。
大家都开始了回程的路，心情未免有些惆怅，其实，都习惯了，来来去去，也是为了自己的未来。
那种无话不谈的感觉，很难再找了，等待不久以后的重聚吧。
Thanks for giving me a nice holiday.
I'll miss you guys.
          --- nicole
4th Jan
[Sunshine]
Take the sinking boat and point it home, we still got time.
---《Falling Slowly》
    似乎每个人都有一些心事。
无论我们以什么方式交流，我都感觉得到你们心中的悲伤，无奈和遗憾。
独自去旅行，只是想找个地方躲一躲，把所有的杂乱情绪都留在一个陌生的城市。
上海太过浮躁，有时候让人喘不过气，匆匆忙忙，三个星期就过去了。
爱给了我们勇气，无论你们之间存在什么距离，要相信未来。
---- nicole
27th Dec
[Friends]
有些朋友，很多年没见了，见了面，还是如老朋友一般，很自然得，便聊开了。
这就是心灵的默契。
在他们面前，不需要伪装什么，很简单得说话，很放肆得笑。
 在冬天吃冰淇凌是我最喜欢的。
冰淇淋被热乎乎的巧克力酱包裹着，冷热交替，巧克力酱慢慢变成了脆皮。
老灵的。
    回上海两个星期了，似乎刚刚习惯这里的节奏，却又快走了。
每天急急忙忙见朋友，忘了和妈妈说说话了。
上海依旧这么热闹，有些喘不过气。很多地方都变了，固然有些失落。
很想拍一些老房子的照片，可惜雨一直下，便作罢。
期待下个星期会有阳光，这样，心情也会好一些。
---- nicole
22th Dec [School Life]
忙忙碌碌一个多星期，发现上海没什么太大的变化。
阴雨绵绵十多天，本想多拍点照，只是手冻得连相机都懒得取。
当然，还是要为假期留下点证据。
 复兴公园，是她看着我渐渐长大。
这条每天上学必经之路，存在着一些回忆，虽然不想刻意去拾起，但一些东西是自然而然浮现的。
就如一棵棵梧桐，不经意间，便留下岁月的痕迹。
 回学校的那天，依然是阴天。
和老师聊了两个多小时，每年都一样，无论再忙都要回母校看一看。
看着学弟学妹们穿着校服行走在校园，当然会想起以前的自己。
最近看一本书，有一句话：
“ 人永远都无法知道自己该要什么，因为人只能活一次，既不能拿它跟前世相比，也不能在来生加以修正。”
所以，我们回不到从前，既然这样，就大胆往前走吧。
---- nicole
19th Dec
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