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Deja Vu[ I Won't Shed A Tear ]
 Seems everybody knows the reason why I'm rushing myself.
The moment I'm gliding along, the next moment I'm standing in the rain watching my life fall apart.
I can change, I can adapt, I can make it so i don't ever have to feel like this , ever again.
物是人非，留在原地还有什么意思呢？
-- nicole
20 Feb
[Shanghai Mood]
"You can be as mad as a mad dog at the way things went,
you can curse the fates, but when it comes to the end, you have to let go.”
  Deja Vu, what I believe is the memory of dreams.
I had a nice holiday , thank you guys.
I
 SH. -- 07 Feb
Breakaway  I tried counting sheep, but there's one I always miss.
In the end, we start thinking of the beginning.
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看看08年12月自己写的上面两句话，不由得冷笑。
我的第六感越来越准了。
每天的“微笑”表演很累，不过还是谢谢朋友们一直在我身边，我爱你们。
-- 08 Jan 2009
 一月，过得很戏剧化，可以作为一种回忆，待到白发苍苍的时候就不会无聊了。
死党对我说：回忆可以只属于某个人，但站在你身边的永远是朋友。
春节，回家，给自己几天时间，做个调整。
也许在小岛呆久了，会习惯，有点踏实，亦或是我知道这里有可爱的你们。
-- 23 Jan
ShiYing
Rush
Picture: March 08, Shanghai.
The autumn is gone and I missed it again, the season with dead leaves falling.
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Why can't all the good things remain the same, as beautiful as the first sight ?
-- 07 Dec
People keep putting negative thoughts into my mind or simply they are telling the truth?
So i'm just trying to run away from the truth?
-- 09 Dec
Those People  道行尚浅，暂且使用粗糙的面具。
无论再怎么不精致，那也是个挡风避雨的工具。
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哥哥对我说：放手去爱吧，不要计较后果。
真的可以这样么？
-- 28 Oct
日记一种很奇怪很奇怪的感觉。
在七月的最后一天，八月的第一天。
It's like the sentence " After all, seasons change, so do cities, people come into your life and people go."
-- nicole
匆匆回了次上海。
有人说，我们要时常去墓地走走，无论现在多忙碌，最后终究是一个结局。
生者为死去的人流泪，逝去的人倒也得以安息。
一个朋友说，有时宁愿我自己先走，看着我爱的人一个个离开自己，很凄凉。
曾有几天，现在也是，闭上眼，便是外婆的身影，她的笑容一直是我最怀念的。
前几天看完了村上的《挪威的森林》，何不活得像小说那样？
回到学校，想起了一句歌词：pretty faces around but not rhymed.
-- 28 July
So-called Life  To Ting:
People are leaving, but we still got to move on cos life pushes us to do so.
It's the cycle of life.
Be strong, we are at your back.
-- nicole
0.7MG Nicotine[No Good]
I hate May.
Disaster, Disease, Death.
Grandma, you haven't seen me get married yet, so don't go before that , okay?
I love you. Be strong.
A tough year.
Pray for everyone. Pray for China.
[New Soul]
  When my P/L shows a net loss, it set me thinking whether I spent too much and received too little.
While transferring the net loss to Balance Sheet, it seems never get balaced.
Do I put my cost in a right place or it's just a lousy investment that never break-even.
Treasure or Trash???
Postscript: The new hair-style makes me look like 24 or it's just me who is really getting older?
       4th May
I'm not playful. I don't participate any game.
I'm not Cinderella. I don't belong to fairy-tale.
 --- nicole
Back to Summer[上榜纪念]
 空间上榜了，谢谢评委的肯定。
很多朋友不理解为什么我会花一些时间在空间上，其实自己也不太明白。
试着拍照，因为想记录下生活的每个细节，为了以后的回忆。
在空间上认识一些朋友，虽然没有见过面，虽然只是简单的留言，通过文字和图片，了解别人的想法，是一种成长。
总结性陈词，谢谢朋友们来这里，哪怕只停留一秒钟也是对我的鼓励，无论心情多糟糕，我的空间还是一样阳光。
Thanks , you guys!
--- nicole
23th Jan
[Distance 轻描淡写]
  Singapore is still the same, heavy rain everyday.
Listening to the raindrops, watching people passing by, seems back to my simple life.
"If something didn't make you die, it made you stronger."
Still my motto.
No matter how drepressed i am , i'll alsways keep my space full of sunshine.
P.S. Thank you my friends, thanks for helping me a lot .
And for that question, i don't know the answer either, just waiting for the God to arrange for me.
--- nicole
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   等的人 等待中花落知多少, 经得起 岁月动摇
想的人 感伤的日落知多少 或许这世界上 有些梦, 美在永远握不到 ——《知多少》
  Luckily sat by the window this time and got my camera with me.
5 hours can bring me from the winter to the summer.
Always tell others i'm fine, but not this time, cannot hide anymore, i'm not fine.
From the beginning to the end, falling slowly... ...
--- nicole
11-01-08
I'm fine10th Dec 2pm.
Start my trip.
Thank you, Rabby, if no one send me to the airport , i'll be crying all the way there i think.
 5:15pm--5mins before departure
Raining outside.
How my holiday will be, sad like the weather?
Hehe, who knows, the only thing i'm thinking is just :" no accident , please !!"
 To be continued... ...
13-12-2007
Back soon.
Hope everything goes well.
I'll record my holiday in Shanghai.
09-12-2007
Okay, 19 now , not getting any younger.
No party, no pub , but it's my great birthday ever.
It makes you feel released when talking with a person who can really understand and support you.
Christmas is coming.
Orchard is lit up as usual.
  在别人的空间看到一句话：
作为女人 要经得起敷衍 受得了欺骗 忘得掉承诺 放得下一切
  Everyone got a story behind. Thanks for sharing your story with me.
Sometimes we just follow our hearts eventhough we are not sure how the future looks like.
Don't miss the one you really love.
----- nicole
i need to take a breakI'm getting tired.
I just wanna go home, simply , go home.
太多事要想，也许是我庸人自扰。
不能去习惯一个人，也不能相信周围的人，只为了保护好自己。
很累。
Promised to put some photos of the city i have been living for two years. PLEASE DON'T LAUGH AT ME , I'M NOT PROFESSIONAL AT ALL-_-'' These were shot after clubbing. That was the first time i stayed outside for the whole night and got a little drunk.
Singapore is more beautiful when she's awake. If you feel down, just look outside the window, green color will easily cheer you up.
If I have to leave here one day, I'm gonna miss here. No matter how funny the English is, how small the country is. I spent the most two important years of my life here . Wanna say thank you to people who used to help and support me.
nicole 14-11-2007
Simple 有时候很想生一场大病，让自己有借口休息一下。
有时候又会想，假若搭乘的航班事故，自己会在遗愿表上写些什么？想着想着便又开始害怕起坐飞机。别人问我，下次回国是什么时候，我说：“等通火车了吧。”
一边想快点结束生命，一边又想着怎样保命。难怪有人说我活得很矛盾。
  咖啡正式对我失去效用。只能用吵闹的音乐来提神。听到耳膜快破了，还是想睡。
真想就这样一直睡下去。直到醒来的时候是另一个世界。
———nicole
ps.感谢Rabby同学帮我拍照，nice shot.
  Green Tea, Ipod, Notes... ... Life can be that simple.
sometimes realize that my dream is getting far from me. It seems like a balloon which had flown away and i
could never catch.
Everything went missing, not just dream, innocence, optimism, happiness... ....
Should i give up all these things, ha, people might say:" welcome to the real world!"
梦想没了，还剩下些什么？ 形形色色的人，多少面具都不够，唯一能做的，只有脱下面具，学会包容。
nicole
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